Wednesday, December 29, 2004

CCA Exhibition.

this morning was terrible. couldn't get outta bed. mum had to physically drag me outta bed. slept around 0400+h yesterday. woke up at 0645h. two-hour of sleep YET, again. mum drove me to school. was a few minutes late though.

today's our LAST training for Year 2004 !!!

our new coach.. MS JASMINE KOH. aka j'koh. wahahs. why are there so many "mo li hua"s around. overall, i think she's okay. kinda same as ms dandan. but she laughs at us! blahhs. in the joking way though. at first, i thought she CMI, but when she threw her first pass to me, my mindset of her changed three-hundred-and-sixty degrees. it was a hard, fast, and nice pass. okayy. good impression.

we did the usual drills, but she wanted us to do the "cone drill". total rubbish from us. opps. wasn't really serious during the whole training. blahhs. now that i'm reflecting on it.. ohwells. then a few peeps went off to do the netball booth decos. as a result, only six of us were left. xinya xinru jkok ranjani chloe and i. was fun mann. we insisted on doing the shooting drill. kept psycho-ing her that we were potential and backup shooters. haha. ms koh almost bought the whole thing.

we did the "caterpilla" drill with three balls too. fun! pure fun. was funny. xinya made us redo the whole thing TWICE. talking about WHO's blur huh. and i made them redo ONCE. but it was because i forgot to catch the third ball. blahhs me. but overall, i kinda enjoyed it. was shooting loads too. my shooting skill has improved! yay. so happy. ^^

when we were changing into our uniforms in the second level toilet, i helped xinya style her hair! at first she didn't trust me. opps. i helped her do "ducktail"! so nice cann. but because of tay's presence, we decided to flatten it. but the top layer was nice. she's looking more and more like a bung! and a successful one too. am i supposed to be proud of her? errrr. dots. not gonna comment on that. hahahs.

played abit of volleyball. my arms turned bright red because of the impact of the vball! what the! so ouchie. grrs. xinya jkok and i then made our way to pp's macs [all because of jkok's persuasion. we gave in because we felt sorry for her! *OPPS*.]
oh yeah! side track a bit. she gave xinya and me belated x'mas pressies! so sweet. but we got her the NIKE ankleguard too! wahahs. slacked at pp mac's for a while. jkok pigged out on chilli sauce??? complete nutcase lahhs. as a result of our "laziness", we decided to cab back to school from pp's macs. the fare was 2.60bucks! EH YOU TWO OWE ME MONEY! opps.

reached school, saw tasha, renny, sandhya and fairuz. xinya and i joined their talk. so we were sitting on the track, discussing on the class chalet tomorrow, and pigging out on candies at the same time. okayy, seriously, TASHA LOOKS LIKE MS LAVINA WITH HER BRACES ON. im serious. we talked for SO long cann. it seemed as if we talked for an entire hour?? xinru joined in halfway. so i suppose we're all going to escape tomorrow. yay my go-karts! xinya and some other peeps promised to let me kop their go-kart rides! how nice of them right. and i supposedly "quit" drinking already. haha. not gonna drink any alcholic drinks for a long perious of time. yay, with the exception of ICECUBE's liquor iceBlast. rocking drink, i must say. totally.

took 853 back later on. didn't feel like mrt-ing home today. wanted to sleep on bus, and i really did! entered my lalaland. shiok. was reading the letter too. so touching!! :DD took a bath and met jacinda at khatib mrt to kop her homework. gotta finish them soon. i made her wait for like, twenty to thirty minutes. OPPS. really sorry!! didn't mean to. i was already walking in my fastest pace ever. hehhs. then on the way back, was on the phone with aloy. all the way from 1608h to 2015h. so it was like, four hours and six minutes there. woahhh. accidentally fell asleep while talking too. my comfy bed, comfy blanket and bolster were too tempting to resist. was going deaf throughout the last part of the convo. the awful sound is still ringing in my head. BLAHHS. pukable.

had my dinner while tv-ing. there weren't really any nice shows. disappointment~


janine.

Abandoned.

had a pathetic two-hours of sleep today.
woke up at 0545 for training. how nice.
mum was nice to fetch me there! hehe.
so the whole morning, i was trying to find my netball notebook that ms dandan gave us. couldn't find it though. its saddening.

went to school. heard this really really disrupting news. ms dandan ain't gonna coach us ANYMORE. like what the hell? how can we do well without a coach? its not that we don't have the skills or whatsoever. the main thing is that, [frankly speaking], we still dont have the self-discipline instilled in us. we need a coach to guide us along the way, point out our mistakes once in a while, and enxhange strategies on court with us.

firstly there was ms mary, but because of certain random reasons, tight schedule? she couldn't coach us anymore. then rong zhen was supposed to take over ms mary. but mrs yeo didn't want, because of whatsoever random reasons she gave. so mrs neo came. then NOW, mrs neo left us too!!! and went to st nicks. how nice. so along came ms dandan. AND NOW SHE DOESN'T WANT US TOO! we are the HELL pathetic abandoned kids that no one wants. okayy. whatever.

so we had this really SLACKY training today. haha. didn't enjoy it at all. i slacked till i was sick of slacking. in the end, i pia-ed unneccessary. okayy, my warm up was great. i felt goood about it. supposed to jog for 20mins. i jogged myself! felt so so accomplished [??] ran about seven rounds around the first level and two rounds around the courtyard. woah. in the end, my muscles were phreaking tensed up. terrible experience. period.

did some passes with the medicine balls too. HEAVYY. took the orange three-kilo one. wanted the blue two-kilo one, but i decided to PIA. HEHE. but then, during MOST of the drills, we kept dropping balls and laughters filled the atmosphere. blahhs. i kinda asked them to be serious leh! but to no avail lahhs. i was abit laughing too. my fault as well. OPPS. i played a bit of GA !!!!!!!! yays. i put in a shot. so proud of myself :DD wells, i had to BEG shalini to swap positions with me though. but she's nice! so it was easy to persuade her. hohhs!

did LIL of the souvenirs for the cca exhibition. well they don't trust me. there's nothing i can do right! blahhs. stupid lah. not fair! so bias. EEEEYYYYEEERRR *

walked out in the rain cann. was totally drenched. well at least for the first time, i couldn't find anything to rebutt j'kok on the ay out when she was reasoning things out with me. hehhs. GOOD IMPROVEMENT PARTNER. oppps.

watched tv the whole evening.
was sleeping on the sofa too.
with my HUBBY! [my bolster] and blanket.
haha. and was watching tv at the same time.
and msging!
i was multitasking! OH MAN.

sleepy,
janine

GRRR!

the match at STC is cancelled!!
its SO last minute! blahhs.

BOO HOO HOO.
=....................(

so there's trng in school tomorrow
AT EIGHT IN THE MORNING !!
i'm sure i'd be late!
how how how!!!!!
mann.

my love for yellow has come back!

blahhs.,
JANINE!!!!!

M E R R Y
C H R I S T M A S
P E E P S !!!!
*farts*

xinya and i broke our early morning talks again!
NEW RECORD : 0635h !!!!
we wanted to talk till 7am,
but i accidentally hung up.
so we forgot about it and went back to sleep.

really must thank shaun,
even though i know he won't come here.
anyhows, he's got me an x'mas pressie!!
i'm phreaking elated
at the thought of it!
and its like,
being sent over from england!
hehe. (:

yupps. today's actually kinda boring.
ate CHICKEN instead of TURKEY.
how about that.
wahahs.
anways, it was tasteless,
to me.
i think my tastebud has a slight problem.
oh no. too much sugar intake.

other than that,
nothing much happened.
blah blah blah.

boring x'mas,
janine!!!!!
*farts*

Merry X'Mas !!

Merry X'mas to each and everyone!!
really must thank loads of peeps here.
esp my fellow netball teammates
who suffered together with me
during the many tough trainings
that inquire endurance and perseverance.

they are none other than my dearest partner, J.KOK.
the well-known twins, XINYA and XINRU.
the crappers/lamers, MALITA and SHIWEN.
the cap and v.cap, SUI HUI and SHALINI.
the phreaking tall shooter, RANJANI.
the M.I.A.s, JACINDA and KAR MUN.
the defenders, CHLOE and NAVPREET.
and MOST IMPORTANTLY,
our dear MS DAN DAN aka our coach!!

okayy. crap. plus GRACE too. even though she's from TENNIS.
yupps. who else to thank?? errrrr. okay lah.
EUNICE!!! [because she's just beside me]
blahhs! and many other peeps too!
from the rocking class 2/I!!!!!!!
and everyone who knows me!
and anyone whom i knows.
okayy LAME ME.

anyhows, i hope to do my best on tuesday,
going to stc from friendly.
i wanna have a good communication with partner in the semi circle.
we are having a CAT FIGHT in msn. NOW.

wahahas.
and A GUY GAO BAI TO ME.
wah piangs. can faint. and somemore, EUNICE was like beside me when he did that. okayy lame.

and today, i called aloy!!!! when he's in paris. OKAYY. WHAT THE HELL!.
stupid pig! who ask you answer your hp! hahahahaha. okayy lame me.

tata! eunice wanna use already.

once again,
MERRY X'MAS to allllllllll!!!!

alallalaa,
janine.

went x'mas shopping with xinya today! and partly with partner too. hehhs. she went for a haircut. i mean xinya, in the end, i overshot my curfew by an hour!!!! opps. but parents already expected it. hohhs. saw grace at jean yip too!! hahahahaha.

mann. shaun's like chatting with me now!! like, long time never keep in contact already. ahh, was saying about snow in england. envies. asked him to help me buy x'mas pressie!!! from england! woos. but i think he's only kou-shi-xin-fei-ing me! cheat my feelings only. haha

not gonna blog loads today. kinda tired.

tatas!!
janine.

Wednesday. Game with Evelyn's friends

played with evelyn's friends!! all from nus i think! can't believe we won them!! by one goal!! 34-33. victory is BROCKS. played tennis later on. borrrowed rackets from lelin and engkiat. hehes. nice peeps. I LOST MY POTENTIAL. COACH PHUA!! FASTER COME BACK. going to causeway point later. some exclassmates outing. ahha. gonna go seoulgarden. think i'm phreaking late. was supposed to meet them at 3.45pm, but now's 5.30pm and i'm still at home using the com. HEHHs. opps. thanks shiwen for your x'mas candy!! really nice and sweet of you =DD partner said it was touching!! whahas! can't believe it. tata- janine.

Monday Night.

blahhs. im phreaking bored stiff at home. had training today. was not as tough as expected. hohhs! it was kinda fun too!! hehhs =DD. warm up was okayy, i was wearing my nike today!! instead of my barricades. felt "light" throughout training cann! could actually run/sprint/take off/jump better than previously!! but its gonna wear out soon. blahhs. my barricades weigh tonnes mann. blahhs. am really inspired and motivated after the nike netball clinic.

evelyn organized loads of fun games today. esp the game in which we are supposed to run to the other side of the court to grab a maximum of two objects and run back without getting hit by the flying balls thrown by the other team. wahhas. was pure fun. yeah! and when partner practically ROLLED back the super duper ENORMOUS big red bouncy ball!! that thing alone worth ten points cann! im like phreaking proud of her! hahaha!! she was acting so spastically cann!! the sight was really really entertaining. too bad i missed the first few moments. before the game started, she was already aiming to get that big red bouncy ball!! ambitious her mann! admire her for that. wahahs. i wont even DREAM of bringing/ROLLING that big ball back. in the end, our team won!!! cheers!! by a mere three points. HEHHS. =DD

had a friendly game with juniors again. my performance was terrible mann! not that i was off form. i was practically laughing my ass off throughout the game. kinda disappointing as i thought i had the self-discipline instilled in me already. blahhs! but it CAN be accepted and forgiven lahhs. since it was just a friendly with the juniors. you cant expect me to pull a hell long face right??!! okayy, DONT "X" ME, partner!! im not giving excuses!! yupps, i got subbed out a few moments later. yayys! tummy was killing me! navpreet took over for me. hehe!! she's like FINALLY back from holiday-ing. shall make a point not have my CCC milo before trainings anymore!!

before that game, we had this "cedar mini nike netball clinic" hahhs. we were splitted into three groups. mainly the attackers, midfielders and defenders. partner and i were sort of the i/cs for the defenders side. mumu and jessie too. cause we attended the nikenetballclinic while the rest didnt. yupps. however, partner kept insisting that she was the OVERALL i/c!! blahhs her!! ohwells. let her seize the opportunity to fulfil her dream to be a netball coach in future, as im sure she CMI [kopped from ru - Cannot Make It] de!! wahahs. okayy, im a mean ass. sorry partner!!

went to dine at macs with partner, malita and shiwen after training. ordered the mcchicken students meal. drank coke! OPPS. partner and malita too! ESP malita! hers was the UPSIZED one. tsktsk!! took my dear 853 home. practically DOZED off. entered my lalaland. enjoyed it. at least i had a peaceful nap. though the journey was lil jerky, it didnt affect my sleep at all. hahahs. pangsehed partner. OPPS. didnt feel like mrt-ing. noisy environment.

talking to grace now..
gotta go!!
janine.

Monday Morning.

woke up at seven in the morning! because of the multiple alarms. yeah. totally. in the school's com lab now. alone by myself. blasting linkinpark's songs. wahhahs. im like enjoying myself. dad drove me here. reached around 10.20am. was supposed to have my piano lesson at nine in the morning, but called teacher to ask her to "let me off" told her i sprained my fingers. mann. and one of my nail broke. its TRUE k. just that, they are already in the healing process, but i told her i just sprained them yesterday. hehhs!! ohwells. i feel hell bad now. blahhs.

oh yeah. partner just arrived. OH MANN!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE JUST TOLD ME A PHREAKING NEWS. all the best. lalahhs.
have to be a maid now..

gotta go!!
janine.

Nike Clinic *DAY II*

Nike Clinic *Kallang*

was msging xinya the whole night yesterday.
till around 1plus, her hp no batt.
then unexpectedly, i began msgg xinru.
hahhs. crapshit.
had a three-and-a-half-hour long of sleep.
like, WOAH.
fantastic.

dragged myself out of bed.
toook 853 to kallang.
long journey.
thus, i began to enter my lalaland once again.
[quoted from partner]

met the juniors and jkok in bus31.
ate my breakie while walking there.
it was disgusting.
as in my breakie.
pizza bun. CHEESY.

learnt some new things at the clinic today.
didnt really REGRET going there.
but i could make do without it though.

gonna have to return there
for a mini carnival tomorrow.
blahhs. im lazy.

skipped tuition today. HAHHS.
anyhows, i gotta thank partner
for acc-ing me till 2plus.
and thank xinya too,
for entertaining me on the phone.
hahahahs.

ohyeahh, having tuition tomorrow again.
gotta go there after the nike clinic.
from one all the way till five!
HOW ABOUT THAT.

anyhows, was in the "sombre" mood.
was sooo sian-ed being all alone in everything cann.
ranjani was shocked to see me soo quiet.
she was like,
"woah janine! i first time see you so quiet."

just realised my name is hard to pronounce.
almost everyone had difficulty pronouncing it.
HEHHs, unique cann.
love it to bits and pieces!!
blahhs. [-__________-"]

boohoohoo. mum`s overseas now!!!
=.................[ !!!!

*shedding crocodile tears*
wahahs.

bro made dinner.
HORRIBLE, period.
hehhs, kidding.
it was sumptuous.

vale,
janine.

blahhs

read xinya`s entry.
pk`s too.
hehhs.

today. woke up at 1+++. was phreaking late for my second tuition lesson. dad ferried me there. at least i saw some girls there today. isolated myself in that room again. xinru called seconds after i entered that room. hahaha. bought an x'mas pressie for me!! shared with grace. now i owe them!! hehhs. gonna have to withdraw cash from the bank already. =)=) anyhows, i was just msging and msging the whole time.

the uncle didnt mind. so long as i did my neccessary stuff. nice dude. blahhs. when i first saw the questions, i was SHOCKED. didnt even know what the phreak i was supposed to do. he doesnt teach us. he just gives us w/s and we`re supposed to do it. and if we`re stuck on one question, just have to raise up our hands and he`ll come over and explain to us. oh mann! and i pay 280bucks/month for THAT? haha. nvm. kill time. anyhows, there`s a fridge outside the classroom. SO COOL! saw drinks insdie too!! plently of them!! we can just self service i suppose. ohyeahh! side tracked till here. yeahh. soo, i just did and did. finally i grasped the concept. actually before that, i kept asking xinru how to do those qns through sms-ing. hahaha lame me. and she gave me all the wrong answers. how about that.

sneaked out when no one noticed again. its nice sitting right at the back, when the door is just inches away from you. HEHE. went to 7-11 to buy my mash potato again. dao pao it in my bag. oh yeahh, since my dear partner`s house was nearby, i decided to pay her a visit. as in, we went to kfc! was talking and talking and talking. at the same time, i took out my mash potato from my bag. was HORRIFIED to see that thing explode. apparently, i didnt close the lid tightly. BLAHHS me. yupps. ordered the popcorn meal. oh yeah, partner wanted me to shake that thing, and naturally, I WOULD make a fool out of myself right. so, in the end, when i was shaking it halfway, everything spilled!!! ahhhahhs. it was yummifying. i love it cann. gonna buy that more often. and i miss my cheese fries too!! hehhs. but im not gonna buy cheesefries from there. PARTNER`S FOOD POISIONING EXPERIENCE. lalaalalahhs.

yupps gotta say this.

vivian, if you happen to come here, which is highly impossible, i sincerely apologise if you really thought of us that way or we pissed you off that day. it was unintentional. gotta find a chance to clear things up soon.



yeahhs,
janine.































dont want to turn up for the tkgs friendly tomorrow. im having my doubts. just have to stay optimistic and pray hard. YUPPS. dont know how to face you guys. worse come to worse, IF i really gonna get a phreaking transfer out of this wonderful school, errrrrr. i dont know. BLAHHHS. i`d miss you guys loads. yeah. totally.

This is getting Crazy.

so many things happen these few days. all because of what? i dont really know. dont even see a point in all those things. like nobody makes any shit sense in their entries or taggies or whatsoever. i just dont understand why peeps judge someone from other peeps comments? all the rebutts here and there. yupps. some peeps find it rather amusing and a source of entertainment to them. mann. what rubbish? maybe its amusing and entertaining to read from the outsiders point of view. actually, i personally find it lame and childish too, even though im directly involved in it. uhh OPPS. but from their point of view, its just to clear up a misunderstanding yeah? no one in the right mind wants to be wrongly accused of. yupps. at least no vulgarities were used at each other. they just reasoned it out, however, in an angry tone. but its understandable. yupps. i was sort of agitated when i first read vivian`s blog too. yeah.

was rather, more of surprised than shocked to see the "sec1 junior"`s tag in vivian`s blog. yeahhs. so she doesnt like us. maybe the whole junior team too. but still, why do such a thing? was there a need to? why didnt you leave your name behind? so that at least we know that you dislike or even hate us to the core, and either that, we could have taken note and do something about it? or worse to worse hate you back? that`s IF we`re THAT childish enough. ahha lame me.

blahhs. at the end of the day, i learnt a new thing. we are dislikable. ahahahs. mannn. oh wells, i cant do any shit thing about this, right. peeps either like or hate us. but why is j'kok is being dragged down regarding this matter. as in, just because she hangs out with us? now everyone thinks she has changed. unfortunately in that case, changed for the worse. wells, i dont know her in the past, so i have no right to comment on that part. so everyone thinks we`re a bad influence? blahhs. how about thinking from her point of view now? just because she hangs out with us, she is being negatively labelled together with us. how about, she has nothing to do with all this? dont you tink its unfair in her case? okayy, i again, have no phreaking right to say that. blahhs. anyway, i think she rocks? dont know why peeps think of her in that way. ohmann. the more i blog, the more i dont know what the phreak im blogging about. ohwells. shall stop now. hope this doesnt invite more trouble than before. anyways.. i just hope for the better. will see how everything goes from here. blahhs.

my sincere apologies if i, in any way, piss or turn you guys off. be it my personality or whatsoever.

*P.S.
if this entry of mine, unintentionally, piss anyone off or invites any taggies from anyone out there, yeah, i would appreciate if you would leave your name. yupps.

blahhs,
janine.


*P.P.S
ohyeahh! thanks xinya for your be'early x'mas pressie! so sweet of you =DD.

one boring tuesday.

woke up at 12.34pm! hahhas. nice time. all because of ah ming. yupps. called to ask if i could go "sell pizzas". i was using this grouchy tone to talk to her. in my mind, i was thinking of pizzas for lunchie. blahhs.

went to practise my piano. last minute practice though. piano at 4pm. she came on time. oh that was hell saddening. renn [mann]!! went down with sis to 7-11. dinner shopping!! bought my fave mash potato, two slurpees, one big bag of doritos!! [malita`s favo!!] hahas. went to the nearby coffeeshop to buy horfan too. pigged out. was full, but im hungry now!!!

oh yeahh. must mention this.
i was being nagged about my food intake.
by some naggie old woman.
she was saying that instant noods
are soooo unhealthy and blah blah blah.
she went on and on and on.
MANN.
and that old woman is none other than...
*hehhs* OPPS.

wails!!!! hungry!!,
janine.

*psssssssst*
" this is the seventh day.
" cya next year!!
" and for daughter,
" this is the second day!!
" cya in eight days time.
" enjoy both!!

HEHHS - part II

wells. got back from training.
kinda lethargic now.
due to the PT from evelyn`s training.
mannn. it used to be phreaking easy for us
when we were in sec1 cann.
kinda disappointed in myself.
stamina sucks badly already.
must buck up during warmups from now on!!

at first, we had to jog 15mins around the school.
we ended up jogging 4 rounds.
at a steady and relaxed pace,
was okayy for me. yupps.
after that, evelyn took us for a while.

made us do sprinting up the second level and first level. four times a set!! we had to do 2 sets of it!! was partnering jacinda. piangs, her leg got "prob" as in, cramp i think. hehhs, so i ended up partner-less. during the second set, i partnered malita. hehe. she shi tou ren [rocks mann!!]!!!! like totally can! she was so encouraging. love her. encouraged me to go on when i had this strong urge to give up. yupps. my source of motivation. she waited for me too!! smiles- hahahahahaha. oh mann. im so touchy here.

later on, we had a quick rest and did STEPS!! 6sets of it!!! and three levels high! oh what the!! so it was like, 36flights of stairs WITHOUT BREAK. hehhs. wanted to stop and say i had some muscle pull, but NAHH. didnt in the end. was thinking that the rest had to suffer the same way as i did, so i pia-ed!! the rest were so encouraging too! kept shouting encouragements to me. really appreciate them. yupps.

ms mary came later on, with this new coach, seventeen yrs old!! hahaha. so young cann. uhh, if im not wrong, she`s called danica toh. yeahh?? hope so. we had 2 quarters of a game with the juniors. the game was kinda screwed up. we didnt know whether to follow ms mary`s or mrs neo`s style. in the end, we mixed both strategies up. a bad choice though. hehhs. my GA was fast too. couldnt catch up with her. weishan!! piangs. was kinda disappointed in myself again. blahhhs. then second quarter, played GK. and JASMINE played GD. hahahhs. damn funny. learnt some moves from her too. yeah! gonna try it next training! see if it works.

yupps, missed 12 trains altogether with partner. hahhs. talked for an hour again. found out that she really really adores, loves, and has the passion for shooting. can understand that point. support her. yeahhs. we walked out with shiwen. the rest were tempted by the CABbing service and pangsehed us. lols. jacina is sweet too! wrote a testim back for me! hehheeess!! nice of her.

cheer up k. dont think so much already. sleep well. good night.

blahhs,
janine.

HEHHS

in comlab with JACINDA MALITA XINRU and jkok
WAH LIEW!!!!!!!! WADS THE MEANING OF THIS????????
hehhs. that was jkok. OPPS.

jkok:
=..................................(

EEYER!! copy my saddified face!!!!! BU YAO LIAN!!!!!!
ohwells. xinru came late but she walked in till so TUA PAI!!!
lols. yay!! ms mary coming later.
even though she hates me,
but i dont care!!
i LOVE her!!
okayy lah. not LOVE,but just respect and admire her.
oh yeah. parter kept mentioning me in her blog.
LOL.so honoured cann. ahd she wants me to do the same.
yeahh.so we were practically msging each other FOR THE WHOLE DAY.
as in, from 2plus till 2plus, when her batt died-ed on her.
ohhhhh so sad. hahahs.
i was shopping with her in town,
and she was playing com and watching tv with me all day.
oh yeah!! she bought a pair of SUNGLASSES which looks like normal glasses to me.

gotta go!!,
janine

Klutz. First Tuition Ever.

had a conference with xinya and daughter this morning.
we talked for like, 4h 29mins??
eventually hung up at 5.14am.
was debating with daughter for like eternity?
he wont give in to his dear mummy,
and neither would i give in.
actually his words made more sense than mine.
i was like debating for the sake of debating.
at least i didnt end up screaming or getting agitated.
hahas. i was talking in this calm manner.
coolio. i controlled my temper.

ohwells, unfortunately,
i had to wake up early today for my first tuition ever.
took a long time to get dressed up and everything.
was just taking my own sweet time to get ready.
in dads car, i had this bad feeling about the tuition.
WELLS. its my first time cann.
blahhhs.

wanted to just tell dad to drive me home and forget about the whole tuition matter. hehhs. but too bad. eventually, i reached there at 1.20pm. was a lil late though. kinda expected. at first when i stepped into the centre, there were only two guys. i was the third who arrived. blahhs. chose the second row seat. eventually, more peeps came in. and WOAH. i found out that i was the only girl around. how wonderful. was actually dying of boredom until i took out my hp and saw msgs!!! began msgg while doing those maths w/s. kept me awake. thanks random person for acc-ing me. we were doing E-maths.

at around 3.25pm, i was really dying. saw peeps packing up and leaving, was wondering whether i should follow suit. decided to just sneak away. haha. least did i expect that the "teacher" would COLLECT MY W/S!!!!! oh mannN!!! i totally scribbled and everything was in a mess. i completed less than half of the w/s cann. he was kinda shocked that i was leaving so soon. i quickly pack my stuff and sneaked out before he found out.

was msgg mum to ferry me home, and her reply was like, "what?! your lesson ended so fast? are you sure?" called her, and found out that i should have TWO sessions!! as in, 2hours of E-maths, and another 2hours for A-maths. OHMANN!! like, how maluating was that!!!!! by that time, it was nearing 4pm. had to make my way back, told the aunty that i`d come back another day for the A-maths lesson. the uncle said WED THURS and FRI. i was like, "ERR, NO WAY. i can only make it on thurs" so thurs, will it be.

HAIZZ. bad experience. =...................[
was a total klutz!

mum told me to make my way back MYSELF. like how mean can she be!! bought my chocos and mash potato, pigged out during the bus journey home. hehhs. yummifying. filling.

yupps, mum`s gone with sis to a wedding dinner. HEHHS. freedom. with bro at home only. its a rock mann. SHI TOU REN!!!

i cant wait for tomorrow`s training. they said that msmary would be acc-ing our new coach down for tomorrow`s training!! hehhs!!!!!!! shall be extra early again =DD
been kicking my habit of being late for training and everything already. i`m elated about it. hehhes.

totally waiting,
janine.

Nike Training at CCAB.

met my partner at boonkeng station.
made me wait for a WHOOPPING 6mins cann!!
bought my mash potato from 7-11 while waiting.

in the bus, i was slowly enjoying my mash potato while my partner had to help me hold my mash potato cover. hehe. OPPS. as a result of our kiasa-ness, we reached CCAB at 4.07pm. a WHOOPING 53mins early. how about that. AHHHHs. called up ranjani at around 4.45pm to ask if she was coming down. OH MANNNN> i got a shock outta my life when i heard that she was "moving house" and couldnt come down. to overcome my shock, i gave her a sarcastic and funnified laughter, or should i say, sneer. hahahahahas.

warmup was FINE. it ROCKS??? totally cann. partner and i were leading right in front cann!!!!!!! im so phreaking proud of us. and i was actually going at a very slow pace already. we did circuit. the only thing that nearly took my life away, was the stairs drills. oh yeahh!! in the end, ranjani made her way down!!! GOU YI QI!!! woooos mann. she rocks cann. love her!! hehhes.

shant go into details about nike training. i love it. thats all i can say. played GK too. muahahas!! and partner was my opposite GK. ranjani was my team`s GS. so, she partnered my partner. lol.

during the bus ride home, all three of us were really crapping and laming around. we had this confessional talk. talked abut the past, the present.. did we talk about the future??? ERRS OPPS. i forgot!!! short term memory.

was damn blur during the lonely 853 bus ride home. thought i missed my stop already, so i pressed the bell to alight at the next stop. IN THE END, i found out that i alighted one stop earlier cann. since there was this pasamalam near there, i bought my so-called dinner there. hehhs.

watched tv all the way till around 11pm, took my bath. it was disrupted by my partner who called when i was showering!! and i didnt know what i was thinking and answered the phone. LOL. i was practically shivering cann?? she told me some really disturbed things. im not too pleased with it.

JASMINE KOK!!!! YOU BETTER DELETE THAT THING NOW! im warning you!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


damn it,
janine.

Carnival at North Vista Sec

woke up early cause of gastric.
was craving for food like madd.
around 9plus i woke up?? mannn.
total madness.
on the account that i slept at 3 plus the previous night.
kept tossing and turning the whole night.
my sleep was totally disrupted by my tummy.
like, what the..?
mum volunteered to ferry me to outram station at 11plus.
we were supposed to meet at sengkang at 12.45pm!!
so, in the end, i went shopping on my own!!
mum provided me with cash.
rocks man.

saw an AWFULLY CHIO skirt at 77th street,
but i was short of money.
how saddened i felt at that time cann!!
j'kok made me buy hair wax for her!!!
woahhh i was treated like a maid.
how wonderful. hahahahas.
ohwellsssss. cant be helped.
im nice.

then j'kok and i were stoning while waiting for malita.
in the end, we found out that
SHE WAS AT THE OPP. SIDE OF US.
total dots mann.
saw mumu too.
four of us began to make our way to northvista sec.

we were short of players cann! there were only 6 of us present at that time. like, what the *toooooot*!! ahhas. evelyn got jessie to play WD for us. rocks mann. she intercepted a number of balls. yupps. so proud of her. my GD successor. hehhs. i can retire in peace already. shiwen and karmun were late!! tsktsk. we won all the matches!!

against northvista
**12-1
VICTORY IS OURS!!

and yck sec,
**6-3
WON. this game, it rained halfway through and thus, we stopped playing.

and lastly, against sengkang,
**3-3 [for first game]
stopped halfway 'cause of rain.
**score unknown [for rematch]
but i know we won!! woooos mann.
totally.

poor jacinda fell down and there were blood oozing out of her wound!! bright red blood man. still fresh. HAHAHA. malita and karmun were being disgusting. i was grossed out by their actions cann. apparently, they wanted to ^suck^ the blood, and acted like vampires!! ahhhh!! so scary. [-_______-"]
oh yeahh. pk and sinhui made their way down too. so nice of them. hahas. pk was actually reluctant, but after much persuasion from....... J'KOK [WOW!! she have the ability to psycho peeps mann!! i`ve learnt something new today], she agreeeed to come down. hehhs.

my poor partner-in-crime fell down many many times today too!! at first, i wasnt laughing at her, was kinda worried too!! BUT!!! after seeing her ^un-serious^ and spasticated expression, i began to laugh and laugh and laugh non-stop. *OPPS* i didnt mean it.

later on, we headed to compass again, to have our dinner. hehhs. had my mc'chicken meal. its a rock mann. rocking dinner. ate till my tummy was inflated. hahaha. then j'kok began her serious talk about the team, but the prob is, unfortunately, MALITA AND I thought that it was funny!! and jacinda had this *no-comments* expression, so malita and i burst out laughing. *OPPS* oh yeah, sidetrack abit, OPPS is sucha rocking word. me and xinya are practically addicted to it!!! now malita and j'kok and rest also keep on using alr!!! HEH HEH. rocks hard mann.

going home, jacinda and malita decided to take bus home. actually i could have taken 965 straight home too. BUT, being a nice friend and partner, i decided to acc j'kok. anyway, her lian was phreaking chou because of the unsuccessful serious talk with us. OPPS*!! went in sengkang station at 6.47pm, we sat down and talk talk talk about soooo many things mann!! missed SOOO many trains cann!! like, uncountable!! yupps!!!!! we eventually boarded the train at 7.45pm?? i guess. I REACHED MY STOP AT 9.07pm!!!! took a WHOOPING 3hours to get home. LOL. OPPS** and GUESS WHAT, i stayed in the station for TOO long a time, and was fined 2bucks before they let me out my station. hahaha! was updated about so many stuff at the same time. so funn.

going for nike training tomorrow!! i gave in!!! whoooos mann.

SO not looking forward to tomorrow`s warmup,
JANINE.
=.................[

*sunkissed*

hehhs. i`ve been sunkissed.
had a sunbath yesterday during the mini carns.
*sigh-
ohwells. j'chou`s songs are still playing in my head.
esp JIEKOU. lalalalala-

woke up at 9.13am to reply xinru`s sms.
wasn`t going for the tennis lesson anymore.
felt damn lethargic.
went back to sleep.
till 3.18pm,
i officially woke up.

home alone now.
mum brought sis for shopping again.
ZzzzzZz.
went to paragon again, i suppose.
gonna have to dine on my own today yet again. =(
the rest are going to some random hotel for dinner.
mandarin hotel?? maybee. who cares.
INSTANT NOODS for dinner again.
twice in a row.
ergh.

disgusted,
-janine.

Mini Carnival at Kallang and Punggol Sec'

[kopped from my partner-in-crime`s blog]
Jie Kou

fan zhe wo men de zhao pian
xiang nian ruo yin ruo xian
qu nian de dong tian
wo men xiao de hen tian

kan zhe ni ku qi de lian
dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
lai bu ji ting jian ni yi
zou de hen yuan

ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo
ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou
wo zhi dao shi zi ji cuo guo
qing zai gei wo yi ge li you
shuo ni bu ai wo

jiu suan shi wo bu dong
neng bu neng yuan liang wo
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou
shi ni shou shang de jie kou
qing ni hui tou wo hui pei ni
yi zhi zou dao zui hou

jiu suan mei you jie guo
wo ye neng gou cheng shou
wo zhi dao ni de tong
shi wo gei de cheng nuo
ni shuo gei guo wo zong rong
chen mo shi yin wei bao rong
ru guo yao zou

qing ni ji de wo
ru guo nan guo qing
ni wang liao wo

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Excuse

Flipping through our photographs
Missing you is half hidden, half seen
The winter of last year
We smiled very sweetly
Looking at your weeping face
Saying goodbye to me
Too late to hear it

You've already gone very far away
Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is me who let it slip
Please give me another reason to
say you don’t love me

Even if it is that I don't understand
Can you forgive me?
Please don't take separation and
treat it as your request
I know the persistence to leave is
your excuse for getting hurt

Request you to turn back
I will walk with you all along till the end
Even if there is no result
I can bear itI know your pain
Is the promise I gave
You said you gave me tolerance before

Silence was because of forgiveness
If you have to leave
Request you to remember me
If you are sad
Request you to forget me


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was on the phone with xinya till around 3am yesterday!
so we talked for 4hours again!
wooooos.
well, as a result..
i didnt hear my 4 alarms!!
0500h/0510h/0515h/0525h
but i heard the one at 6.59am from J'KOK.
she sent me an sms alarm!!
hahas.

soooo, as a result, i had to bother dad to ferry me all the way to kallang again. took only 40mins to get ready and stuff. was an improvement already. =DD i was one of the earlier peeps. yupps. j'kok and jacinda came together! and i was like, supposed to meet jacinda at 7.15am at amk`s busstop. *OPPS* did our stretching and stuff to get ourselves warmed up.

played against stnicks.
score - I FORGOT.
we won.

against nygh.
score - I FORGOT again.
we won

and against bpss
score - I FORGOT yet, again.
we won

that was the first round.
and for the second round, we won nygh again, but lost to stnicks and bpss.
didnt know what happen. yeahh. it was abit of my fault, i know that.
my super duper wild passes again. my trademark. *OPPS*

later on, went to macs to have our breakie+lunchie. oh mann!!! you cant believe how GU NIANG j'kok eats her hotcakes!! she does it in this demure way.
so SI WEN!! ohmann! LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVEING. *OPPS*

made our way to punggol sec. the whole journey there, i was listening to my J'CHOU`s voice. WOOOOs mann. its a rock cann. he`s this rocking dude with this rocking voice. rocking lyrics of his too. love the rocking too. in short, how about everything of him rocks? oh yeah! reminds me.. j'kok`s phreaking sweet! found the jie kou lyrics for me. somemore in HAN YU PIN YING. save the trouble for me to check the cheena dictionary.

oh yeah! i was playing GS in one quarter and guess what,
I MANAGED ONE sort-of FAR DISTANCE SHOT.
yipps mann!! i was phreaking excited.
but didnt make a big fuss over it. hahahahs. im HUMBLE.
j'kok was my partner-in-crime again!! woos lahh.
and then, before that, xinya was playing the GS.
but unfortunately, she twisted her ankle again.
was so worried for her. now she looks as if she has TWO anklebones. YUCKS?
*OPPS* just hope that she can come down on friday for this mini carnival at north vista sec, if not i`ll miss her loads!! hahahas. she should be touched reading this, HOPEFULLY.

hehhs. oh yeah, i was on the phone with my partner-in-crime for 59mins and 30secs!
LOL. damn funny. she was reeally suan-ing me about food just now!! and like, she totally MANAGED IT BY HERSELF, as in the suaning part. woahhhhhh. was so shocked k! and i couldnt cut her while she was talking too! totally mann.


"shagged",
janine.

*OPPS*

Friendly with JunYuan.

Friendly with JunYuan.

is that how i spell that school????? OOPS.
had a friendly with them today.
was kinda sucky, the way we played.
esp my wild passes.
i dont know what the phreak was wrong with me.
damn saddening.
even my partner-in-crime was pissed with me.
oh BOOHOOs.
they played pretty well.
nice passes and moves.
compared to ours.
actually, mine only.
OH WELLS.
sighs-

but still, we won them by quite a *blahs* margin. i promised to use the "left and right" strategy with jkok. I MUST. i must must must make an effort to try. yupps. another goal to work towards. hehhs.

have loads of things to blog about, but haizzzzz. firstly, have no time to do it and secondly, lazy to. hehs. think my current fave game, was when we were against Anderson JC. that match was TOTALLY WOAH-ing. it was unbelievable and amazing and exciting and was really really breath-taking. my heart nearly stopped beating during the game. in the end, it was a draw, 12-12? or was it 11-11? STM again. OOPS. but i remembered the game with Hai Sing was 19-10. we won. and the game with YCK sec, 12-6. yupps. and we were the champions! had my first medal for netball since i was P3, which was like, 5 years ago??????!!!!!

now, because of the influence jkok and malita have on me, im starting to like jay chou and his songs all over again!!!!!!!!!!! OH MANNNN.
ESP JIE KOU and QI LI XIANG.
they are really rocking songs.
and my heart nearly melted when i kopped jkok`s discman at ice cube a few days ago.
i isolated myself from the rest and blasted his songs.
kept repeating those two songs, and abit of lydia from FIR.
totally rocks mann.
talking about ice cube,
the peeps there are rocking peeps.
love them.
love the place,
the atmosphere,
the peeps,
everything about it!

yeahhhhhhhs!

forever GD-screwer,
janine.

Sec4 Farewell Party
30'November'2004

the farewell party rocked hard cann.
i was early for once in meeting jkok and malita.
smiles-
all because dad ferried me there.
malita was late! tsk.
we took a cab down to parkway parade.
jkok, malita, xinru, xinya and me.

shalini and ranjani were there already.
woah. even though we reached parkway early!! [by 1 min]
oh wells. clap hands for us!!
THE FOOD DEPARTMENT PEEPS.

so all of us went to macs to have our breakie.
i had mine at home,
so i only had an ice cream cone.
after that, we made our way to Giant.
FOOD HUNTING.
vivian came shortly after.
we bought LOADS of stuff.
chips,
chicken,
bbq equipment,
drinks,
sausages,
and most importantly,
MY MARSHIES.
i couldn`t help staring hard at
my four packets of marshies cann

jkok and i self volunteered to buy fried beehoon from a hawker centre though it was miles away!! how nice of us right! yupps. later on, we headed to pasir ris downtown east chalet. ours was RIGHT AT THE BACK cann. was sooo tempted to go inside Escape to hop onto the go-kart. ahhh. i miss it mann.

we prepared soooo much stuff for the bbq.
shall not go into details.
jkok ahh! didnt even do anything!
other than bbq-ing HALF a chicken.
like, HOW helpful huh.

later aounrd 4-5+, xinru, xinya, malita, jkok and i went for a walk outside. we began having fun. went into the arcade and started playing like crazy peeps. xxinru realised that she had the arcade card and there was cash inside. [for you info, that amount was like, two years ago`s?] hahaha. ohwells. there wasnt any ddrs. so sad. but we played daytona!!!!! WOOOO. i missed it loads and loads and loads. the five played together with ONE stupid stranger. pig him! anyhow join us! i was actually 3rd cann!!!!! then THE LAST SECOND, like TOTALLY, xinru overtaked me!!!!! so i was fourth!! what the hell cannn! it was like, really the last mili-second she overtaked me! what a coincidence! well later on, we were asked to go back to prepare the food.

hehhs. everyone loved the beehooon cann! all thanks to who? ME AND JKOK!! yay!! welcome welcome. OOPS.

later on, jkok xinya and i went for an evening stroll! we were all in our childish and lame mood, so we werejust doing all those erm, CRAZY things. for instance, we were walking around, making so much noise, we went to this patch of grass in the middle and started "dancing" as in making funny actions. haha. was damn spasticated cann. then we saw this long kiddie train, we three started to squeezing into one seat and took pictures. hahas. there was this time, we were walking into BK for the sake of killing time, and we sat down. i started waving to one old uncle and HIS LOOK WAS SUPER DUPER FUNNIFIED when he saw me waving at him. jkok was like,"wah! lao uncle also wanna flirt with"

CAN I STOP BLOGGING? damn sian of it already.
hehe. anyway no one comes here!!!!!
WOOOOO.
its like, MY blog.
yupps.